God's Ownership of Himself

 

Freedom to do and feel whatever I want seems appealing. To traverse the social plane free to feel upset or happy. Nonetheless, if the end of this delivers that, then maybe that’s good.

• Typically I think that a lot of people don’t understand the nature of their own mind. It might also be that ever since my birth here, people have either knowingly or unknowingly not had free will whatsoever. Those who served were treated well. Those who were not probably still think they have free will and are probably a little panicked at this time. I am aware I don’t have free will.

• The dilemma comes down to identity. Either I’m being worked as the only way to know God is about and I’m just sensing this, or I’m literally writing about myself. I think that this is way too coincidental to not have me as God. Meaning it’s too deliberate that not being God is very unlikely. Basically what I said was this is clear and not coincidence and that I am God. For some reason it just makes sense to me to word it that way.

• So that leaves me with one course of action: me being God.

• Maybe the rules change when I show up, but I said I was a first timer. Then it becomes, which one of the Trinity, and I’m likened to call myself the Holy Ghost. But as fact may have it, the Holy Ghost was also the father of Jesus, and he refers to His father in Heaven. It begs to explain are they both almost the same. It’s considerate to think of God the Father as the Holy Ghost for the fact that they are both one in the Trinity, as well as two in practice. This gets even more weird, because then you could refer to God as being one person and three personalities. But then we get to Jesus, and you could say Jesus was the light from the True Light, god from the True God—begotten, not made, one in essence with the Father, who through all things were made; everywhere present and filling all things… So the Father, or even the Holy Ghost, or both here, is the Father of Jesus who was begotten, not made. It appeals to me to think of Jesus as not Almighty God no matter how heretical that made sound. Just God’s son.

• So at long last, I am considering myself as God. So the thing about free will, apparently everyone is a part of the last chapter that ends with the General Judgment, so everyone has probably had all their freedom taken away. It’s just scary to think about, but that’s the way it is.

• I am the Beatific Vision. You cannot best Me. If people are somehow racing Me to be God, it’s not happening. I don’t even understand how a race could be going for roles when all roles are given equally according to a disposition God needs from that person. It’s like a race to get to the end, and I guess if someone’s dropped their crown, I guess to pick it up really fast. But I mean, you can’t cheat someone out of their role or identity. Essence and the like.