A Long Drawn Out Delay about the End Times

This is getting out of hand. I'm kind of sick of talking about he end of the world and getting muted before I complete my words on this. I'm certain there's a difference between knowing something and saying something. The inner and outer game appear to actually exist. Anyway so I was saying about the end times that there are phases to go through. We each go through these phases at different times in our lives here during our times here. So then it comes to the stupid ideas of general things. I don't much care for these terms because as I know there is no global nonsense. We don't all go through things at the same time or collectively. We have a second life here on this planet and it comes all these weird events to go through. I am not a believer in the idea of getting stuck and then disqualified from living your journey. The journey is something each of us need to complete and thinking we aren't allowed to get that for some reason seems completely stupid. Nothing is holding as back, and we are collectively processing this at our own speeds. Some are more talented than others, obviously. The privileged are allowed to write about this and disperse that knowledge. I only say that because it was usually the people at agreement with peace that dictated the topical events in their own rite. Being privileged by the way is more about state in life and not about the individual. Some people write nonsense but are still obliged to anyway. I hope this is comprehended. So with this end times stuff, we are not blocked from the various parts of our journey, or even manifest destiny because of some idiotic globalist hurdle. Some people might believe this like myself and probably sound just as stupid as me who is also documenting these ideas. Whatever I was saying was basically that these ideas do not barricade people from completing their lives. For some reason there's this toxic idea that people just don't qualify for things no matter how hard they've worked at it their entire lives. Like they're just fancy bad people. There's kind of no such thing as a fancy bad person. Like, if someone is bad, it will show clearly as far as I can tell. So I am of course using this as a defense on my own behalf clearly. I'm kind of sick of living through paranoia thinking I'm doomed even though I've tried to earmark myself as qualified for not being doomed. I think I have nice qualities and that I actually am getting somewhere. So when I say everyone goes through these checkpoints, it doesn't mean some stupid collections agency to going to tell you, "No you are not allowed to go on your journey because I learned some nonsense from a priest's Catechism about it." Then the trauma kicks in and makes me panic and I think even the slightest variation of an action and I go to Hell, or don't qualify. Or that I'm just barely good enough. Dude, I'm not bad. Then the, well is it too late to get good? No, there is no too late and I can prove it as I've proved everything else. People can't ride on the difficulties of others forever. The bubble will burst eventually. If this is even true at all. Well, I for some reason think there's some baseness to believing my body I possess has some quality linked to how good I am plus a few other things. And yes it's only slightly true. But it's true enough for me. Also remember that we're dealing with the justice, wisdom, and mercy of God, so no one can really assess a past life properly if these are ignored, no matter who the target might have actually been. It's too base, it cannot be done. 

So in general and in people's defense, we're not all screwed. For instance there is a guy I respect who is the perfect goat for this. He calls himself MrLlamaSC. Now this guy cannot be bad, but I'm sure some scum out there don't like him. Who's the real scum then? I myself have fallen prey to thinking others are scum. But if the demarcation for this is out of my realm of consideration, then we, again, are all going through some base crap that is a part of second life. What I am trying to say like I've kind of said before is that it's about completing the journey. There is no God sort of. The universe will not judge you. We don't have some built it axis of evil nonsense. We are judged how we die and this remains true even for second life. We don't somehow mystically die because the world feels like it before we drop dead actually. That's Catholic silliness to put it crudely. I've mentioned the idea of the state of grace but it's just the irritability of the soul. Some people are so hellbent in separating people into saved versus damned. Or of course those in or outside the state of grace. It's a Catholic trap even non Catholics fall for. It's too easy to go for intellectually, but it's not true. Life is irritable. The definition of life is it makes decisions. So with the: do we die in or outside the state of grace? If you finish your journey like we're tasked to do in this lifetime, then yes you really, should likely, die in the state of grace. It's just relieving to belief that the demarcation is still how we drop dead as the measurement. The idea that it's some mystical unplugging of the power cord is a trap. The world or whatever is not going to run out of things to teach us with. And even if it did, we are then all tasked with refilling its gas tank like good stewards of the universe. Yes of course, but with what? Content creation and the stuff we're already doing. I know I know you could say that if there was a global shift in everyone thus petrifying the good and ending the bad then there's no more gas. We as people don't work that way though because the law of thermodynamics of energy being neither destroyed nor created is weird here. It isn't violated but I have this slight notion we can still create gas for the universe. Whatever, hard to explain because there's too much negative energy surrounding this end of the world stuff. Well what, we run out of gas? Well there's always psychological trade between individuals. 

Alright the idea that things run out of fuel is believable. It's like not finding anything of value to learn from. The journey thing sounds ridiculous I guess because that's like too much of a chance for the bulk of us to just get years of figuring this out while the rest of the people decay, quit, get stuck and then die off. I'm kind of at odds that the planet would run out of fuel because we are the creators of what the world has to offer, so as long as people are on Earth we will always have fuel generators anyway. We kind of have to remember that the universe is not a incarnation but a lively machine we live in. That's really derogatory to say but I am short on time and if you really wanted to learn more then do so. The universe doesn't really operate off of fuel anyway, so I think we're safe on that front. Just know however that it is not a safe environment, and of course that perpetually keeps us active in trying to stay alive on this planet. The aft phrase of: don't die really sinks in here. So with that said, what fuel are we talking about? There is no fuel in this context then because we are the creators of the fuel. Alright, well then about us. Thanks to psychology, we will always have fuel. It's been proven before. The Church has dictated there will always be life where liveliness in present. Think of the sorrow: forgiveness is accepting the apology you will never receive. So by forgiving our loving savior we can still exist. I guess. Does that prove anything? Who cooked up this notion? I guess the gates of Heaven could close their doors again on humanity like it did on Adam and Eve. And thanks to Jesus Christ these doors were able to perform for us to some degree for a time as is seemingly said. See here that this topic is large. I personally think that we don't really know what our afterlife will be like anyway. The idea that there will be a new Heaven and a new Earth. Again the idea there is a demarcation. I don't agree with a demarcation as you can tell. We are all subjective creatures. That's the way it is. So with that said, we are all kind of relative.

At length there was a lot to say. Well if the definition of life is makes decisions then maybe there no global panic after all. I've heard it said sanctifying grace is an energy and not a thing. Well if the Church stops dispensing it, we're going to have to find another way to generate it. And yet we will still have to follow Church teachings about how to get it inside us and keep it inside. You can't cheat that one. But the means of acquiring might change some day. It doesn't mean the end of the world.

The last thing that will satisfy me in this regard is that there is no too late. There is no end of the world. If it is truly the end of the world for someone else, well it isn't yet the end of the world for me. And I intend to follow that rule.

The idea that someone has a grudge on someone else like, "Why didn't you hit enter when we told you to, or like you know, when you were supposed to?" And that grudge is like the end of the world suddenly and the persecutor will never forget it. The victim is just instantly ended forever with crap like this. It only happened to me like this for years. "Failure" and "Everything is ruined." There's a long list of demerits associated with circumstances like this. Whatever.