Another Chaotic Explanation of the Truth but Perhaps Getting There This Time

 So I was wondering about how a lot of this isn't true or something. It's not like only the saints get the truth, because the truth is true for everyone. Great. So when I say there is not God it's true for everyone. If there is no good, there is no uber, and being no uber there is no soul force that can brick our body if the two don't get along.

With that in mind, then the soul can't just leave you if it is offended at the body's agitations.

So with that in mind I'm trying to say that there kind of isn't an uber... I mean I am trying to be discrete so I don't piss off anything, but I mean there just isn't a type of uber we're been traditionally taught. If there is no uber then what soul is there to make upset? I mean with no traditional soul, then what. I mean there is one I guess. This is hard to explain. The soul itself is inseparable from the body. But when it comes to this inner voice stuff, it is just you and your emotions. It's not a separate animate soul force. An expressionless amount of trauma is in due when you question this though... figures, just as an aside.

Well as I was saying, especially when saying isn't working anymore. Whatever. So when it comes to being a combination of several things, it must be taken into account that we're not fragmented. We're literally one unit but with several different expressions. So it can appear as though we are some fragmentable combination, but that is absolutely not the truth. What else is there. This situation is on the inside where the sensations are. What else is there.

I just love getting murdered. My enemies left. I tried to correct them, and now I get the bill?! Excuse me, but I'm not part of the problem. So why would I have to pay? Cool.

Well trying to finish what I was typing. So basically there is no soul and with that in mind, no uber either. With that, there is no authority. The inner life is a pile of trash and it takes a long time to get it sorted. Of course when people show up to help, only expect them to be wrong 100% of the time, only act like enemies, and then ditch when the situation is beginning to become clear somehow thanks to their proximal existence. Therefore the situation goes to hell and there wasn't much to gain anyway. Great. So to just finish this nonsense anyway: it takes a bit but hopefully I can be clear.

With no soul and being an one unit person. I mentioned we're stick figures, and that the key to liberation is understanding that it's all in your head. The idea of coexisting parts included. Just all in your head. There is no uber. Do you know what that means? There is no authority. The authority is gravity and the limit is how high you can currently jump. Something like that. If that explains anything. There is no sentient authority and no your conscience is not an authority either.

I have been trying to inform my conscience of this bullshit for weeks now and literally I get bricked every time like it's an equation. Every time. And when it's every time it is usually fake. Figures... 

I'm dead but whatever. Anyway, so with no uber and such ummmmm so who's the authority? There is no authority. What you think is an authority telling you what's going on is your poorly informed piece of shit conscience. Especially when you have enemies this thing begins to atrophy infinitely and begins spouting nonsense like there's no tomorrow. I have a serious problem with that right now myself. It can't get a grip and I have been desperately trying to inform it for a long time. But it's powerful and always pulls the cord out of the wall every time I want to inform it. The idea of it being too late is not even a real idea. It's never too late.

So with that in mind, I just have to ignore everything. But then there's the topic of on and off. So then again my conscience pulls the cord whenever based on it considering me off instead of on. Every little glitch in the road and my conscience threatens me with the idea of pulling the cord. Even now I was almost done explaining this and the bitch said he just pulled the cord over the way I just typed something... dude my enemies have frozen my ability to inform my conscience for months and then it gets out of hand and this atrophied shit head does this to me. I hate everything.

Okay well now I'm off, dead, and it's too late but I will type anyway. The idea of the truth being inexpressible. Great, so there was a glitch by the way if you couldn't tell. I'm in a torture chamber but no one cares. I want to type perfectly but with glitches that's impossible. Whatever well as I was saying. One more aside: they are freaking out over every perceived imperfection.

There is no uber... dude there is no conscience. It's just a stupid frequency. I'm sick of knowing the truth but this idiot says expressing it is always latent. No it's not. This guy is just a frequency. All the inner stuff is just frequencies. You are you and there's no inside. Whatever is attacking you regularly is just self sabotage. See where I'm going with this? There is nothing but the truth. All this inner crap is meaningless. It feels real because it's there to help and has a routine about it. It's important in an age where everything is censored. But when it joins teams with your persecutors you have to realize it's not even real and just there to force you to get along.

Remember the interior castle by St Theresa of Avila? Well it's kind of like that except gender agnostic is what I mean. The inner life is actually just a bunch of monsters roaming your inner corridors. It can't get a grip or understand anything without explicit direction from your actual self. There are no rules bear in mind.

So with that said what is there? I like to explain this as the stick man metaphor. Toe express one's freedom to be clear of this is really difficult though with the Church bearing down on all of us to be perfect. When perfect practice makes perfect, you can see how hard this becomes when everything I want to explain feels counter to what I was taught in a place that is said to not be able to teach error. So this revolutionary nonsense gets thickened. But when you can attribute the Church to be the guardian of sacred bread and nothing more, I guess I can dismiss the nonsense and take the rest in stride.

The constant need to be careful and therefore perfect is of course a long drag of the big bag I'm carrying being me. I'm a type of person that doesn't want to be perfect when I express myself usually. I like to just get to it any way possible. I don't mind being expressive and sometimes that is a demerit when getting things clear.

Alright so now I can continue some more. With that uber stuff out of the way, everything is literally just sense. To become clear of this though is not simple. With an unclear mind it is like trying to decode the Matrix. There's too much... then the idea of: wait were you given permission to do what's necessary before starting to do what's necessary? This is silly. Or like, during what is necessary so it's like not a clean cut. Cool.

With the dust settles, everything is just raw sense but to be absolutely aligned and congruent with that is not simple. I'm still trying to explain why the only authority in someone's life is not the inner voices but the circumstances outside the individual. And when the truth is outside and universal, then it's going to take some work to accept that. It's not like getting a download and then you're set. There is installation, dependencies, interworking components like during runtime and so on. I mean kind of like that but whatever. Usually it's not completely a mess. When the commands are to do something without recourse, that can get even more messy with all sorts of hardware effects on the body and the inner frequencies generating corrective maneuvers such the likes of which are very foreign and confusing. Especially when the inner life is absolutely not used to the sensations this stuff generates then there's more recourse to acclimate the senses to this new and scary situation. The feelings basically. And yes the feelings are very technical and often sound like other personalities.

So when it comes to all of this and the recourse is set in motion, the data starts getting polled and the inner life is desperately trying to just get on with it, there's the idea of congruence. To accept the program and learn to affiliate it with something good instead of otherwise. The acceptance of the software. For some reason acceptable can be difficult.

Another aside... the serious threat of: everything is ruined is a serious dilemma. Every time I am about to make progress, every time, the guy whips out a dilemma and it always ends with: you are off, therefore the entire explanation you are about to finish is ruined.

Every time your fucking frequency called your conscience gets involved, prepare for hell because the idiot is always wrong. It's just a frequency that's designed to be wrong. That's why they say stuff like informing your conscience and all that. But there is no informing your conscience.

Alright, I have to get on board again. As I was saying there is no uber. So your conscience is not an uber. If it tells your something that appears absolute, you can be rest assured it's not true. You are the captain of your soul, not some inner frequency.

I am the captain of my soul and nothing can take my perfection from me. No fucking multiple choice or past life polling is going to do this. I cannot be made imperfect. I earned my perfection in my past life and I am predestined for salvation. No matter what bullshit attacks me it doesn't matter. I am the captain of my soul, not some nonsense that swears I'm screwing my life up or my soul, or ruining everything. I am literally a basically perfect individual, and that means I earned this. I came into this life with this score, and some idiotic scoring algorithm that thinks I'm losing points is not going to make me imperfect no matter how low of a score it thinks I get. I am not going to lose out. I cannot lose my perfection. A choice is not good or bad, it's about constructive or destructive. If I chose the destructive choice it does not mean I am scoring low or being bad. It just means I am doing whatever is necessary to succeed. I am sick of squeezing out everything as totally perfect. There are a lot of choice key words and of course my inner self wants to end me for every little upset. This is clear.

So with that out of the way, I still need to explain the truth.

My inner life is still killing me. I didn't fail just now but it says I did. It gives me a corrective procedure, BUT I didn't fail. And it won't acknowledge that. See how useless the inner life is? I don't need any salt to make me perfect.

Well I'm dead. Actually dead.

Whatever, I'll continue anyway. I don't care. The truth is that I'm perfect. And that this inner life crap is not real.

What this guy doesn't realize is that I am perfect. He doesn't want to understand. He doesn't care. I am perfect. I know I am perfect. I have been gifted with that knowledge I am perfect. I don't need anything external. Technically I can say it any way I want. Now he's faulting me for not saying the multiple choice puzzle correctly and that means to him I'm not actually perfect. No. I am absolutely perfect no matter what since birth and beyond. This guy doesn't care still. I have to now avoid every means of multiple choice because he is literally quizzing me and faulting me at every step. What matters is the truth, not some stupid word choice. They don't care. Well then why is that my problem? Why should someone's lack of understanding be my problem? I can try to correct them but that's become impossible. So just forget it. There are plenty of perfect people so I'm not completely special. Yikes.

This guy wants a click?! What the fuck is a click? except for a bodily feeling?! I don't care! Will this fucking guy shut the hell up?! I don't need this shit. I have explained myself. I know that I am perfect. This external dogshit is not necessary! Get with the program!

So with that said, the truth I wanted to express was basically that there is no end or conclusion and that everything is on the inside, and you are your inside and are in ultimate control. The control that appears outside of you isn't you. Basically everything will be okay because no matter what the feelings or frequencies are telling you, it too shall pass. In a manner of speaking there is no outside your control. The feelings that might start acting like something outside yourself are still just nonsensical things you yourself is generating. We have until we die to sort this out, so it's not worth believing your life is ruined over anything. The days shall pass and so will your problems if you take an active approach. It might not be easy, but when an individual takes up the banner, then they are apt to carry it all the way without turning back. So basically: don't die.