More Crazy Nonsense but it Helped Me Figure

 I hate my enemies.

They are always wrong...

I am 10000000000000000% earmarked as dead and no quarter. Whatever.

They are wrong again. They think there is a global plugin inside everyone regarding the forbidden crap. Well I'm here to let you know that is not true. That stuff he's always referring to is a lie he just keeps referencing. He won't let up. Well this plugin 

The idea behind 

The idea behind this scenario of the end times is not proper. I keep getting jump scared by this crap. I know this end times stuff is not what people believe it is. They attest to saying all sorts of things... no! It's just not true. I'm really sick of getting jump scared. Do you even know how to interpret the Bible or Catechism? Because you don't. Only under strict authority can you even declare anything from either source. Oddly enough the Bible is a useful medium for proving people wrong who use the Bible incorrectly. Dude, can this nonsense end? I feel free to do what whatever but it gets ugly with the way of the shadow type psychology haunting me. What I mean is that people external put things in my life into the long bag I drag behind me making me more encumbered. I guess that's the idea of it.

Well what are they wrong about? That's the next topic. They are wrong because they are taking real ideas and turning them into pop psychology. And by doing this it strips the reality out of it and leaves the jump scares. This is the second life make no mistake. We wouldn't be burning each other down about past life nonsense if it wasn't.

The people doing this have it all wrong. It's hard to talk about though. Jump scares dude... The idea I've figured it all out but a jump scare being: because you're wrong.

Anything religion is nonsense these days. The second life holds value that is topical and thematic to each part of it. Can we just accept that it has stages to it that aren't checkpoints with border crossing guards that deny the person entrance? These are just milestones, that's all. When one person passes a milestone, wouldn't it just be nice to acknowledge it's gone?

Still unsatisfied is my eagerness to get this sorted. My inner life is more right brained and creative and it's impossible to narrow down on the precise words needed to address this stupid topic. So this is pretty much the only means left to me.

I'm kind of sick of the persecutors running the show. They got a warped version of the Church and it just ends it all for the rest of us. We are either good or bad, like there's no middle ground. And this quality is actually given to us invisibly when we're born here. There was no changing this value in our lifetimes, so it's a reliable value. But an person, with enough study can invincibly inform themselves of what that value is given time among other things. It's said that millennials are outside this value and they just have to be discovered as first lifers somewhere in their lifetime. Well excuse me, they think they know my value? I don't believe this pop psychology. 

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This is completely wrong. I'm not stupid. This end times crap starts when you're born. I don't care how old you are. It doesn't just jump scare you randomly during your lifetime. It's subjective to each of us. It's as I've said a process all people in their second life are loaded with. Some people are probably completely done with it already, seemingly. All gods proceed at about the same rate, so perhaps if anyone only the gods would be close if not done already. But this is years in the making. 

Why do people believe it just jumps in randomly? That's ridiculous and is again globalism. The worst part about this science is that if I were to be cut off because of some debuff from being able to communicate the truth, that even were I satisfied, and apparently correct, I can still feel like I've just whiffed for some artificial reason. That I know the reasons are artificial makes me pretty annoyed. And that I've discerned them as artificial dozens of times, but then the fatalism wants to pass over this too.

We're all loaded with this. We don't just warm up to it and then it just happens for everyone. No, this is all individual. I know my value is good. The most annoying part, again, is when something wants to go and tell me I'm inactive like some label, but the text is still there or whatever. The on or off thing. It is pretty awful and eats up some of my time.

This millennial exception thing is completely nonsense. Even the generations older than mine are subject to exactly this science I have explained. No one is omitted.

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With that in mind, people are going to have to learn this stuff. I'm sure not everyone's life is easy. There are plenty of people out there. Not everyone is going to completely their journey. It's ideal that you at least observe yourself starting because you can't exactly manually start it yourself. But in the simulation we're in you kind of have to manually start it anyway in a manner of speaking. I've said we're in a simulation at the heart of it. Everything including all feelings, even the fatal ones, are just simulated. Or whatever. Fatalism is one of the most treacherous feelings because it tries to make you feel like everything is ruined but the catch is you know it isn't. Just like something annoying, it doesn't change your identity but you'd mostly rather not feel it anyway. I mean there's accepting these as part and parcel, but they come and go.

The idea is that many people are vegetables that are being dragged along by the well meaning. And these people are usually the ones who generate these criticisms, aberrations, and subversions. Unfortunately some of them are kind of weakened and we feel it. Of course we can level off of it so it's not fatal. But  a lot of bad ideas get steamed out of these particulars.

These people are the weak joints and have to be removed because it's killing the rest of us. Technology wants to protect this or something but we can't do this forever.

I thought I'd like to mentioned that I am getting murdered while typing this. If you'd like to like, comment, and subscribe that would be nice.

What I am trying to say is that this hyperactive crap we know of as the end times is literally all trash. Nothing has changed in us effectively except that we're in second life. So I know that caries a lot of meaning as I've been explaining. Did you know something? You're head when controlled by the people that hate you becomes a nonsense creator machine. And it will be morphed and used against you in all sorts of destructive ways you wouldn't expect. It'd of course be nice if this could be avoided, but it never really goes away until it gets sorted I guess. Necessary I suppose. But it doesn't make some people who probably aim to be malicious about this free from fault. So with that in mind, it all goes in stride. 

The idea of it going weird comes in all sorts of forms. It will even feel like your inner life is fragmented and becomes several personalities. But just remember, you are still one being, not more than one. The idea of having two separate living faculties is something people don't understand because it's not really true. I likened it to being an animated stick figure. If you have that quality, then you can be pretty certain what you are.

Still alas I'm not satisfied with this completely. I feel it still there being expressed. I just feel like there's not a need to be paranoid, but the more I explain, the more paranoid I become because it all feels like too much. But I know that once I am satisfied it will all go away. So with that said, does this make sense? We are people who've had a previous life for whatever reason. Who cares how. 

Marvel puts it as the sacred timeline and who we might have been on it. Very spooky and full of implications. But then we have to remember God's justice, wisdom, and mercy and think that no matter who we were, sometimes not even we know if we are saved or not, yet. These three faculties of God can literally save anyone, but yeah sometimes its expensive and at your expense nonetheless.

So with that said, is there any more problem? Yes there's always more problems. Not really, but to investigate your own life can be summed up in a few key points. What build you have, your general morals and moral assurance of salvation, and what type of level you are. These are not necessarily final but it's a vague description of what helped. I personally feel very sure of my salvation. Salvation is worth any price; paradise is worth any sacrifice. I think I've paid the price and were it paradise be the other option, I just remember the term, paradise lost.

I have major paranoia problems. It's like embedded into my head... Lastly, there is nothing who will actually ruin your life. It's not likely to believe even God will, so whatever you begin to think of your inner life as... And why did this turn into self help. Anyway, I'm trying to say that I am cured of paranoia, great.