Should I Post This as Well

The power of being wrong. Did this guy forget that I'm perfect? The last thing in the cycle of violence was to get me to watch a YouTube ad for Better Help Therapy. Now he's bitching that I lost the stigma. "Stop the stigma. Start the therapy," was the title. Yeah great, the last thing in the cycle of violence. There's always a cliff hanger. He's still trying though... The title is nice isn't it. So what I am trying to assert is that he caused a cycle of violence. He is now telling me I cannot CLICK with my psychology unless I have the stigma. Excuse me? He forced me to watch the video. He WOULD NOT let me stop the cycle of violence. And I KNOW it was my enemies that willed this and NOT ME. Even now they're still fucking me. I got to a destination he wants to take from me. I resolved this and got a result but he wants to take it away. He thinks I needed to click in order to get the fulness of the process and instead goes and says I can only get synchrony instead. When someone gets their life screwed by someone else's will, that someone else literally'askldfn;dfg i'm getting screwed cool. 


What they're trying to cheat from me is psychological integration. I cannot be cheated. I don't think this dumb shit understands me. I am perfect. They don't care. Well I care. I cannot be cheat. Fuck off. I will not be cheated. So this guy thinks high character is good? IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT WORDS I USE. This: what decision did you make? nonsense is mystical warfare. I didn't MAKE THIS DECISION in some past life and am being measured now. DUDE, it doesn't work that way. Can they get a grip?! No, they want to wage war 24/7. Some other boundary weakness of mine is the mystical warfare extremist crud. I keep bending my will to it as it reaches in and starts messing with me. After this character stuff I get to start figuring my life out. It doesn't end there. But getting there is a huge problem and I would rather have not involve me getting immensely TORTURED. Figures... but they wouldn't draw the line. Whatever.


Not everyone who is saved will be strictly perfect. Also they think that this torture is completely justified. Sounds like Steve Wood and Jim Burnham suggesting that justification is god's greatest work. Figures that my enemies would think so in a corrupt fashion. About perfection, they don't figure on the idea of there being perfect versus saved. A person who is 98% perfect is saved. It's not 98% saved here. Are they out of their mind?


Still: everything is ruined. Seriously?


Still this guy won't relent. He's clearly my enemy. No? I'm too despondent to continue this...


The problems they've dumped into my boundary are infinite and keep killing me. They will NEVER let me resolve them and have equally never let me alone. It's so bad they themselves have also being entities within my boundary I seemingly could not get rid of. So both being infinite, it means I would infinitely die to this. And the silencing gig is ABSOLUTELY never letting anything resolve. Cool. So I just have to drop them all.


The casual training into: another round. Physiological the mystical mixed together is REALLY bad.

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