The Panic I get Sometimes When I Post Things

I was thinking of saying I am just starting at zero basically and need to work up to standard life measurement. Being perfect or whatever. The religious great devotions are for formation purposes and not score purposes.

Well when it comes down to this general judgment stuff... I don't believe it's global. I don't believe it is what it looks like. I said it is subjective to everyone. A lot of the literature that talks about it goes off the deep end and gets confusing. What I proposed about this is that it's just a part of each person's incarnation here in this land. Everyone goes through a revelation. And a revelation is basically a work up of a result, then the result. Some could say revealing which is kind of whatever, then it could be said communicating hidden truths that end in a result. So instead of something being a reenactment, it's a result based dilemma. So again it isn't a revealing because a revelation isn't really that. Now it comes down to what is this all about then. Every second life comes into this dilemma because one needs to reveal through a trial some sort of thing about their general well being. They need to be tested somehow. I'm kind of annoyed because every time I so much as even reference this I get this like Terraria styled debuff that kind of freaks me out. 

The idea of this is that our entire lives need to be put into the public consciousness through primarily our eyes. And if someone destroys that part of their face then the revelation cannot take place and it's over for that person. I don't really believe this, but I am tilted because I sometimes tug at my eyebrows and it is likely I deteriorated, through all this and other things, the entirety of my face's window. Therefore this would mean that I don't get judged properly and therefore my whole life gets deleted.

Well whatever. I don't believe this. There's something in me that suggests there is another answer that is better. I once looked up the definition of the word revelation and it agreed with everything I had already worked out about this topic.

What I think this topic is about is basically that we are here, again by the way. This topic is results based. The result of every thought, word, deed, and omission. The Catechism doesn't even much go into it. It talks about the living and the dead. And then it talks about some other specifics. It just isn't all hung up to dry about every thought, word, deed, and omission. There's nothing to worry about and again my enemies are murdering me and making it impossible to isolate what I am trying to say... GREAT. Well whatever I have already talked about this before.

I don't exactly believe that there is a disqualification and that joining in on reality is open to everyone. I don't think there is a too late, and I feel I that there is hope. I was wondering about this situation and the outside life, what we can call reality, is not our chaotic personal life. It's waiting for us in peace for us to show up and become congruent with it. Our inside life is subjective to each person but follows the same basic guidelines. It seems everyone alive now is going through this and has a second life scenario. It's not likely we have any more first life individuals. And the Catechism backs me up on this. So with this in mind everyone has a general judgment just like everyone had a particular judgment. It's as subjective to each person as the other. General, not global. And in so doing, the person's life is taken into account and has applied to their past. 

With the particular judgment it seems that it is easy to think that will be in this lifetime, we will theoretically die, and then the general resurrection will bring us to the general judgment. I don't follow this line of thinking. I am of the understanding that our particular judgment has already passed in a past life scenario that displayed us as bad or good. Now in this life we are brought back, and the Catechism says this, from the dead for a second type of judgment that will correct any mistakes our past lives might have glossed over. We will be judged absolutely in this regard and there will be no blurred lines. In so doing we have our life being applied with the justice, wisdom, and mercy of God.