Bogie

The idea behind our era is to become S rank. We are in the field of strangeness. I think there are two tiers going on: one with the good people and then with the bad people. The point is to live and work hard until you become S rank basically. So with that in mind, I was thinking that the bad tier can theoretically become good tier S rank if they follow the great devotions and get good. Otherwise on the good side of things there is us working hard to become good in our own way. Maybe there is one tier but when it comes down to it, there still appears to be good and evil. Kind of like a set of different measurements. There is still the challenge of reaching salvation for all of us meaning there is no reason to stop evolving. S rank would imply salvation. I think personally I’ve landed in the good side. So when it comes down to it, I think there is a difference.

I’m done. I am done. I have to do only what I want from now on. My level of freedom is at -1000000% without this. Purely doing what I want is the only answer. I know the answer to every problem they’re throwing at me and they don’t care and won’t let me answer of them other than to attempt to explain they are wrong. I continue talking and they cut me off before I get the proof out. I have never been wrong about any of this but they still violently don’t care. The world is crammed in and they think it proves their theories, but the world doesn’t prove anything. It is only there to be whimsical. And of course they don’t care. I’m done… I have to do only what I want, and yes I keep waiting and trying to install this script and initialize. Well I just have to accept that I’ve already initialized because they’ve killed all clean cuts. So with everything going wrong, I have to just forcefully do only what I want. It is the only way to heal. And I am trying to verbally add to this but my free...

Well now what. This guy has stripped from me all freedoms. But he is wrong about the heaven on earth. So with that said… he has ripped from me all things. He doesn’t care. I woke up this morning and my day immediately went to hell. External influences, go figures. Now he is KILLING me again?! I asked if he was defiling me, and he replied with: “Then we will start doing so.” WHY?! Great, so now I have my life in hell. Well, they’re wrong again. I know they are wrong. When they are wrong, guess what: I lose all of my freedom to preserve my life. Of course they take supreme advantage over this. When I am locked in a cycle of wrongness, everything goes to hell, and they know it and won’t stop anyway. “You should not but you are going to anyway” type thing. They can’t stop what is coming. Again, now they are bitching about why I took something OUT of the trash. I know this is not a problem, but what do they go? “WHY DID YOU TAKE IT OUT OF THE TRASH?!?!” Excuse me, there is nothing wrong. B...

Just because this guy thinks he knows everything doesn’t mean he is correct. I had it proved to me God didn’t exist at like, what, age nine or something. If he didn’t exist then, he still doesn’t exist. I can’t believe this guy telling me I cannot have the truth anymore or some nonsense. Dude… whatever. All the stuff he is fielding me is trash and I am kind of sick of it. I just want to move on and get good. Of course this guy has the bulk of arguments we’re sifting through, but this is really challenging work. I just proved my science, and now the science is in question. Huh? It is clear that it is still true. He called it primarily into question with the: we’re in this for ourselves and if you don’t think so you’re likely to fall. Well with that in mind I could see that. But my science still holds firm and I feel I can actually defy everything he is saying, but he has said so much I’m going crazy. I think I can prove wrong all he is throwing in my direction. I don’t care if friends a...

What this guy doesn’t understand is that he is not my conscience. I know what is going on. I am not going to be bested by some freak that says: “OH MY GOD that one sentence you deleted was the ANSWER to EVERYTHING.” I know there is no conscience in the way he’s describing. He says he wants me dead but in reality he’s just mad I deleted a sentence I cannot get back. He always does this though, every time. It is a type of irritant that is hard to reconcile. So I understand. But it is not my conscience. It is a complex that is running my mind and it is hurt. In other words, I can reconcile with it and get it out of the hot seat. But of course it is the chief agitator and hard to atone.

As I was trying to say, DUDE, everything is a lie. All of this INFORMATION is a LIE. Knowledge, a LIE. Humans are not meant to ingest this dog shit because all we do is use it to HURT others. They don’t know ANYTHING. They think the Catholic Church has taught them something? WRONG, all they care about it HURTING ME with it. So they DON’T UNDERSTAND. STUPID ASSHOLES. So now what? I’m never satisfied because I always get bricked right at the moment of satisfaction because it requires an energy that can be upset. I want to listen to music to offset this but my situation won’t allow it. I’m doing this anyway. If I play along with this plot even slightly any more it will kill me. This plot I am stuck in is designed to get me killed. I’m not playing along anymore. ANYWAY, so as I was trying to explain something. This stuff that I was talking about earlier is true. There is no God and the Catholic Church is a BLUEPRINT PRINTER, NOT to be taken seriously. They don’t care… but they shou...

This problem of the basic principles is extremely toxic. I am sick of explaining them over and over again. It’s so basic. I have said as much. Here are some of them: 1. God is not what we think 2. Our soul is not what we think 3. The Catholic Church provides blueprints and is waiting for us to just get it 4. It is basically us versus us as in good versus evil; there seems to be an underground war in efforts to assimilate others to believe what we want 5. We are all scored and done with and we all somehow know whether we’re each good or evil 6. There is no end 7. The day to day experiences can be compartmentalized into saying these are like Terraria 8. There are three types of people: humans, angels, and demons 9. Another thing we have are our inner resources and these resources are what we constitute as ourselves; these come and go 10. Our souls that are hard to understand are what we can consider to be our persistence over the change of inner resources and exchanges S...

There is something going on and iot sdi asdgfinadfgin. What I want to talk about today is basically the idea that the ANSWER is very clear. There is no god controlling this situation. All these stupid feelings demarcating this document as a failure are wrong. So with that said, I KNOW what I mean when I say “There is no god.” I DO NOT have to INPUT THE CODES perfectly to make it real or some bullshit. Enough already of this word play. So with that said. The answer I am seeking is basically that they are IGNORING the most basic will motivator, and furthermore keep poking me. They are demotivating me and then torturing me. Actually they are torturing me using pretty much every psychologically demotivating thing. They keep hitting me, getting a not real result, declaring it is real anyway, and then going at it harder collecting a pile of these unreal accusations. Then they watch me get mad swearing I’m just being whimsical and not effective. They SWEAR on this. And no it’s com...