Bogie

Anyway. So I guess there is no conscience either. I am really sick of this asshole saying he's my conscience. I'm done playing these games. I was trying to inform it but the denial people wouldn't have it and so forced my conscience to intercept a hate tell to them and now it wants to die or something. Cool. I hate this inner life incarnation nonsense. Because this stuff is not real. It only happens to people being tortured. It's part of some compensation procedure. And this set of torturers want it to die because they deem it as inconvenient. Well it wasn't even real in the first place, are they stupid? They must be delusional, trying to off things that don't even exist. Cool... Well anyway, I guess I was trying to say something about this earlier. I kind of just want to type until I am satisfied. Whatever the hell that means. So I was wondering about this. And I will type, and effectively live how I want. To get this solved is crucial. So now what. Oh wait, I ...

As I was saying, I was trying to get over my problems but this guy murdered what I was trying to say. Figures. He always ruins it. So anyway, what I was trying to say... To wrap it up there is no General Judgment. That's some Catholic nonsense. But that phrase is a curse to say. Anyway... so I can expect antagonism. But there is no God. I'm stuck. I've tried to dethrone this guy thousands of times. But he won't let me. So he dictates my life and tortures me and there is nothing I can do about it and it will never change ever. This must be so exciting for me. And course an added venture: "RIGHT WHEN YOU GET THE FACTS RIGHT YOU'RE CURSED AND NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU," every time. I'm beginning to think that is a lie. I think the every-time-something-is-reacted-with-something-else-every-time is based on lying. I think this is nonsense. Well whatever. I don't really want to type about this crap anymore. Of course they're now celebrating because this rou...

 Well I was wondering about this NPC and player stuff. How so many people in this simulation couldn't be real and that the majority of them would have to be NPCs. That's the only reason behind this. But when it comes down to figuring this out, it doesn't seem like this is the case. If it were true that people were brought back from the dead or out of the darkness, then why not. But it appears to be that the bulk of people are not saved. Really were that true then I guess this makes sense. I guess when it comes to people on Earth IG ASFL<:asdfg This going unchecked is killing me. I don't believe it. I never will. I know the truth. I have written the truth quite a number of times. Whatever. So the point that is being rounded is that I don't need to do this. I'm trying to explain that none of this is true. It's my biology. I'm not going to go at this forever because I'll just move on anyway. This isn't true. I just have to do courage and get rid ...

 Anyway so this guy killing me... okay do they know what the soul is? It's just a body energy that's easily offendable. It's so energetic actually that it is considered as animating the body. Interesting huh. Actually it can get tired too. The Church seems to know how to power on and recharge this soul power. Not like it can actually be turned off, but one could say so. One has to be careful not to do so. But to be clear if one dies a true Catholic, don't they at least get some merit for this in their next life? I think I once heard that it was a "yes." So I mean, sanctifying grace is essential I guess, but I don't have the practical means right now of keeping it charged up. So I'm tired.  The energy is essential just like reality is to the person. Psychology is the gatekeeper of reality while the Church is the gatekeeper of sanctifying grace. Or whatever. What of it. Life is not automatic very often. Rarely even. We stand no risk of becoming robots. W...

 I was wondering about the purpose of life here. Of course it can be considered that we're here to change the world, measure up to God's standards, and get the goods. Well I don't think so. We're here to show up what we can do with our character. That if we get djanked that it's all over and what we were here to do is gone and we failed. It isn't about getting to a good death because how we are measured is what we owned up to in this life. Interesting. It can be perceived that I messed up and waylaid myself. Set myself up for destruction basically. Like, doomed, too bad. I don't exactly see it that way. I don't think this is the case based on what we're here for. High character and the rewards of high character. Durable fulfilment, psychological integration. We ought to be like the first option: high character. But that leads to the rewards of high character. Without this combination we are left with the other two which are paltry compared to high ch...

 Everything is artificial except my perfection. Living a carefree life. If everything except perfection is artificial then I don't need to click. Clicking was artificial anyway and I kind of emulated it anyway and if helped resolve some emotions. Since I am 98% filled up in my wine bottle, perhaps it's not all wine but the ultimate requirement was to be more than 94% filled up with just anything to be saved. Therefore I've saved myself. I wonder though that were it not mostly wine such as the saints might have, I'd be a different kind of saved although still saved like the saints. Maybe my reality was not prepared for what I am made of but it will work out soon. Bp Williamson said that we filled our bottles with good works that were infused with sanctifying grace. It's not like we just went to a pantry and did whatever we wanted. And to lose wine from ill works perhaps. Somehow this equation was considered necessary to get to heaven and not be bad. So were that to b...

With the particular judgment it seems that it is easy to think that will be in this lifetime, we will theoretically die, and then the general resurrection will bring us to the general judgment. I don't follow this line of thinking. I am of the understanding that our particular judgment has already passed in a past life scenario that displayed us as bad or good. Now in this life we are brought back, and the Catechism says this, from the dead for a second type of judgment that will correct any mistakes our past lives might have glossed over. We will be judged absolutely in this regard and there will be no blurred lines. In so doing we have our life being applied with the justice, wisdom, and mercy of God.