Bogie

  Deep Inner Game Research My notes on the version of unification theory I’ve made Abstract The idea that we all came from somewhere is true. We were called out of the darkness and into the light. It’s said in the Bible that this is the truth, and that we were called here to speak of his virtues. I think this means that we need to have a figurehead for our inner science. We all have inner science, and it needs to be trained. No one in general is clearly saved or damned based on their inner physiology. They are saved or damned for their inner life and sciences that relate to this. We were called here to get along and stop all violence. For instance, to remain a heretic is to eventually become violent. This can be cured with medications and therapy, even if it damages our internal hardware we all pack with us. So do not despair, we are all fixable as long as we keep good will in our hearts. All are savable as long as the individual rests inside good will. We are all alive ...

So another attack on my person. The guy literally demarcates my notes as a complete failure. So I change them up slightly and he ends me. Then he ends me again when he notes I could have just changed them in the final version again. Cool. The guy is lying to me. Again.. there was no deviation from what happened. There was simply: correct, post, get frustrated, edit... like what is the problem. This series of things happens all the time. It's always trauma... dude why is it always trauma. It makes omega stress for me and the solution is always the same and then I get over it. I'm so done. I don't think we're locked in, like I don't think there is interaction with the past life... well I mean it appears there might be and we have to play nice to get unlocked. But I don't really hold to that anyway. It's too much about the idea of being locked. Too much slavery. Our duty is to get psychological integration within the means of properly doing so. Everything is al...

I was thinking of saying I am just starting at zero basically and need to work up to standard life measurement. Being perfect or whatever. The religious great devotions are for formation purposes and not score purposes. Well when it comes down to this general judgment stuff... I don't believe it's global. I don't believe it is what it looks like. I said it is subjective to everyone. A lot of the literature that talks about it goes off the deep end and gets confusing. What I proposed about this is that it's just a part of each person's incarnation here in this land. Everyone goes through a revelation. And a revelation is basically a work up of a result, then the result. Some could say revealing which is kind of whatever, then it could be said communicating hidden truths that end in a result. So instead of something being a reenactment, it's a result based dilemma. So again it isn't a revealing because a revelation isn't really that. Now it comes down to w...

The power of being wrong. Did this guy forget that I'm perfect? The last thing in the cycle of violence was to get me to watch a YouTube ad for Better Help Therapy. Now he's bitching that I lost the stigma. "Stop the stigma. Start the therapy," was the title. Yeah great, the last thing in the cycle of violence. There's always a cliff hanger. He's still trying though... The title is nice isn't it. So what I am trying to assert is that he caused a cycle of violence. He is now telling me I cannot CLICK with my psychology unless I have the stigma. Excuse me? He forced me to watch the video. He WOULD NOT let me stop the cycle of violence. And I KNOW it was my enemies that willed this and NOT ME. Even now they're still fucking me. I got to a destination he wants to take from me. I resolved this and got a result but he wants to take it away. He thinks I needed to click in order to get the fulness of the process and instead goes and says I can only get synchro...

Well whatever. So as a summary: it's us versus us with our crazy ideas. Like, there's reality out there, and then the stupid mysticism. We use both to manage ourselves. But then the warfare when we DISAGREE with someone's personal beliefs hikes up.

I'm so done. This guy won't get it. His mystical stuff is more violent than he understands. There is no God... dude, just let's move on from this. Unfortunately it's where most people are stuck and therefore wrong. God? What, some personal assistant? He's not your body guard. Of course physiology is going to fuck me today and forever because some shit is camping me. So what was I saying? Oh, there's no God. You really think there's a buddy out there or something? Some know it all? Sorry for being explicit but that's just your conscience dude. It's literally us versus us. There's nothing wrong with believing there is a God because there is, but you might not understand if you stop there. To know, love, and serve God is our purpose. Don't even call me a lost angel. Excuse me but as I was saying there is a god. But please don't let's not get into hysterics. This god I'm talking about is an ideal basically. He isn't incarnate. He...

I cannot believe this stupid shithead. He doesn't care about anything. The new meme is: almighty mortal sin. Dude... I am perfect, or basically. Whatever. He still doesn't care. I'm going to kill him. I'm so done. I just want to do what I want but this asshole won't stop traumatizing me. I cannot get out of this hell the practical way. So, goodbye fucker.  This stupid bitch doesn't get it. It's OVER. I don't need to obey his IMPOSSIBLE jungle gym set of rules anymore because they are not possible to obey. He doesn't understand and doesn't want to. This guy doesn't understand. I have to make him understand then. I'm 98% perfect by VIRTUE of my past life. This governs everything. I don't have to play by his STUPID rules. It's not required to do so, only sometimes useful. Well it's not useful anymore. I know what I am. You could call it by grace or something. A dispensation? IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT WORDS I USE. I AM ALREADY GG...

The ideas roaming the world today are mostly trash. Psychology is more real than people give it credit for. I proved most of the Catholic Church is nonsense. This includes the ideas behind mortal sin. What is there to enforce it? They really think my past life cooked up a current mortal sin? I got ruined and it forced my hand in something seemingly bad: mutilation. So they cook up: must be mortal sin. I expressed yesterday not all of us have to play by the rules. Apparently an idea that black holes don't do so as well were ideas of old. I proved my virtues saved me. So what, there's an imperfection or something? Doesn't have anything to do with sin that is a type perceived to be dangerous. See the problem? This is not obligatory to do anything about. I have ALREADY MEASURED MYSELF and know this one thing is not going to damn me or even scrape the surface. So with that in mind what is this perceived sin? Do they know anything at all? The hardest part I have seen yet is to ab...

 Wondering about the situation. I do not believe what they are telling me. They bullied me into certain things and now are telling me all sorts of crap about decision making. As usual I feel basically blacked out and when this happens, and it is happening all the time, everything goes wrong. And then when things go wrong, I get smacked around causing me to stay blacked out. The idea that I get everything wrong is still kicking me. I go up, ate snack because I was annoyed. Then I got back to my room, and then of course I considered writing something down because it was too complicated to think it all on the inside. I usually get completely denied while trying to type—I was earlier. So I got my pen. Then this: you decided something wrong went on. And here I am. I also deliberated getting a game on my phone but didn’t fulfill that yet. Of course this idea storm goes and says I cannot type on the computer anymore. Was that even a complete decision? I’ve been stuck in denial hel...

Little do they realize they're all wrong. So when it comes to what I've been wanting to say it's quite simple. The idea that I am not anything just a singular unit is true. There is no soul, no conscience, no God, nothing. No uber. And since no uber, not of these things telling me anything. Nothing telling me what to do. I am free to do what I want basically, but to do anything is not correct. So with that said there is just the inside and the outside. All of the inside is under one roof: me. It's all just me. It cannot actually do anything to me. The problem is it freaks out and gets me to do what it wants. This is fueled by my enemies crushing me. The inside life isn't real. There is no immortal soul. So with that said, there is nothing above me or outside me telling me what is true or real. There are only distortions and aberrations. These get in and start pressing my buttons. I know better though. All the feelings, the voices, the impersonations, and other inter...